What even the fuck?

I have no words except I'm not sure it's good for my mental health to keep watching this. I'm always impressed and slightly mystified when people say that baseball is soothing and helpful to their emotional well-being. 

A seemingly endless string of well-pitched games missing one big hit to turn a loss into a win, but falling short. 

No luck. No hope. No joy. 

I am feeling some kind of way.

All I have now is soul music.